I've read that we are 1 of 78 in a million, pretty special.
And asking God: Why Me? HE has special plans for your life, it's all just changed a bit. I was DX at 75 yrs old... swam in an ocean triathlon at 71 yrs old, 40 yr old daughter was the bike leg, granddaughter (😎 did the 5K, we came in 2nd place for the women's relay... and I now have MG??? I'm extremely active in our church and this knocked me off my feet - while my retreat co-leader was DX with uterine cancer! But God provided a team that took over, listened to our directives, and now those women are empowered to take this year's retreat. What a blessing!
For years I brought communion to homes on Sundays, now I am the recipient, and seeing all my friends 1 on 1 on Sundays. That's because the high prednisone the MD gave an old lady with osteoarthritis, this ate up the top of my right femur bone and low back, so I needed hip replacement that had to be delayed - so basically I was walking on a gravel hip bone, extreme pain. Haven't driven car for 8 of the last 12 months!
Mostly, accept where you're at, thank the Good Lord you are not an orphaned child in bombed up Ukraine or Russia, or starving in Africa. You are legal in this country and not being harassed and deported away from your family over paperwork.
Fear not for I am with you; be not dismayed;
I am your God.
I will strengthen you, and help you,
and uphold you with my right hand of justice.
Isaiah 41: 10
For I am the Lord, your God,
who grasp your right hand;
It is I who say to you,
"Fear not, I will help you."
Isaiah 41: 13
Wishing you Peace,
Numbers 6: 24-26