How easily or difficult is it for you to have faith and confidence in your treatment regimen? Answer: Very difficult to impossible. I'm very refractory. Nothing works more than slightly and most have no effect at all. Still trying new things, though. Never say die. Only absolute exclusions: anything that raises meningococcal risk. I've seen the downside in others. Yikes!
Has this changed over time? Answer: No. I had very fast onset (six weeks) followed by five weeks in a teaching hospital. They tried everything. EVERYTHING. Nothing worked, but Prednisone kept me perky. Told me I was refractory and discharged me to a nursing home, where I remain. Research told me from the get-go that refractories have it tough, and experience proves that we do.
Do you doubt faith in doctor decisions or your own choices in your treatment regimen more? Answer: As to doctors, I live in a little town more than 100 miles from any MG specialist. I use a nice, local, general neurologist. He's very limited and isn't willing to do more than five minutes (max) research on his phone when it comes to treatment alternatives. His answer to every problem: double the Prednisone! So I don't have much faith in his decisions. As to my choices, I'm flying absolutely blind, which kind of makes it easy. I'll try anything approved by authoritative meds (no woo-woo, supplements, ayurvedic, or RFK-suggested treatments) provided the black box risks aren't too egregious.