So I'm new to this whole thing. And this site, to which im entirely grateful for. I am extremely frustrated, and I don't know what to do now, and i need some non medical advise. I was denied an appointment with the mayo clinic. i had sent them a photo of my face so they could see my eye, and all of my labs. Since its negative im pretty sure thats why they denied me. However, my two neurologists i've seen have started to gaslight me, where they think i have it but they don't want to treat it, and want me to go somewhere else. They are super short with me and i think they think i'm making all if it up, which i'm not. I cant clean my house, I cant wash my own hair, I just get too tired to do any of it. It's a fight to even get out of bed at this point. I am trying hard to be aggressive about this, but I don't know what sort of tests to ask for. Or where to go at this point. I am trying to get into a third neurologist whose a woman, who may actually take me seriously, but again she's scheduling out till april. My second opinion dr bumped up my mestinon dosage instead of lowering it, but on the dose i was on i was having major body tremors and i had to stop taking it, but i was having a positive response to it minus the tremors. i could tell when it was wearing off, and when it would kick in i could tell. it wasnt instant relief, but it worked within an hour or so. Im just lost at this point. I dont know where to go, or what to ask for. im getting another appointment with my primary to try and help me get into the clinic here, but im afraid they'll deny me to, and i am miserable and absolutely desperate for help at this point. Im willing to go out of state for treatment at this point, if i could get in anywhere. Because its not showing in my labs, its a problem. and making it difficult. Ive been calling my neuro opthomologist every week trying to stress the fact that im having issues opening my right eye in the mornings, and its still not "urgent" enough to get in sooner. Im sorry for the rant. I just don't know what to do, I was counting on Mayo for answers and its just not going to happen. I need answers, i need some kind of pain management, and I cant get the two people that are supposed to help me to do anything without fighting them for it. Its exhausting. What do I do now?